A handful of these days,
I do feel that the elephant
Who became far too comfortable
Of sitting on my chest
Is slowly but surely moving
away.
-K. ©
A handful of these days,
I do feel that the elephant
Who became far too comfortable
Of sitting on my chest
Is slowly but surely moving
away.
-K. ©
How do I wash off all this disgust that I feel? Crawling through my body and its essence within. Please tell me, what is the way to heal?
-K.
The nights are getting colder, the cool in the breeze is sweet. For now. It shall in the coming months become sharp enough to pierce through my skin.
The nights are getting colder. Do you sometimes, just sometimes, think about holding me in your arms too?
-K. © Khushbu M Luhar ’22
But you feel so familiar… Maybe I have known you for many lifetimes. Maybe we had met before, maybe we got separated before I could remember the color of your eyes, maybe we parted our ways and couldn’t make it work, maybe it was destined for us to get to know each other in this life.
-K (©2022 Khushbu M)
You always hand over the good things first; here is my laughter, here is my confidence, here is the part of me I think is cute and worth loving. Eventually you close your eyes and hold out something heavy – here is the thing you might leave me for.
If you’re lucky, they pick it up easily. If you’re lucky, they’ll let you hold theirs too.
– Rebeka Anne, the good and the difficult
Have you ever felt torn between being complete yet totally void?
You have to understand,
This life, it’s not just happening to you.
You are the one creating it.
-K.
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(Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’19)
Tell me
about
something… maybe a story.
That your flesh is trying to hide but your bones are wanting to scream and some which are mixed deep within your blood, so perfectly, you forget about, a certain amount of times.
And
that, I am, keen to
hear.
-K.
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(Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’19)
But love isn’t like that.
Love doesn’t have to be out of the world. It doesn’t have to be extraordinary. It doesn’t always have to be the most romantic thing ever. Love doesn’t have to be over the top. Love doesn’t always have to be in fairy tales.
Because, Love, can be found in most mundane of the places. And it will be the most beautiful thing in your life which will give you your fair share of tears but a big share of laughs. Sometimes, it will also seem bad but never to make you realize that it really is. It will give you a reason to believe in yourself when the world plots against you. It will sometimes be brutal to you to only have you come back stronger. You will realize that sometimes, true love is enough for all the lifetimes.
Sometimes you find love and sometimes, love finds you.
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-K.
(Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’19)
Sometimes, just a meeting with one person is enough and sometimes, not even hundreds of meetings with someone else can give you that joy, that peace the other one gives you, no matter what.
Weird it is, isn’t it?
i never knew that just upon looking or even hearing the barely audible sound of someone smile,
these eyes which once loved to gaze at the stars
will only find peace when those magnificent whites of yours ignite,
keeping even the indefinite beauty of the night aside.
23:59
24/4/19
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’19.)
ये जिंदगी के, दिन कितने कम है
कितने हैं खुशियाँ, और कितने गम है
पर इन सब में ही तो तू और मैं ढूँढते “हम” हैं
ये प्यार भी बड़ा पागल सा है,नाराज़ तू है और बेचैन हम हैं।
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-K.
© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’19.)
Maybe in two years
maybe in five
maybe in ten
and sometimes, maybe when you have no years left on stakes
You realise that, not facing the problem only lets the problem have the audacity to look you in the face.
You realise that maybe facing them was a better option and maybe conversating was better than all those concoctions.
There comes a time when you realise that, the things you were running away from aren’t really running away from you. You might leave them far away, but they still exist, some where in some time, hidden from the range of your eyes but never really hiding.
Sometimes, you do. Sometimes, you don’t. Sometimes, you don’t want to.
You see, some people predict the weather and stay home, some people feel the droplets falling onto their skin and run away to find the shelter, some people simply get wet.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
Life
Life was there with you
From the very beginning
Even before you saw this world with those little eyes
Even before you learnt how to sit, crawl and walk
Even before the first time you felt sad and cried in vain
Even before someone left you and you heard the sound of your heart break
Even before you failed all the attempts after giving it a several takes
So you see,
Life was and is there for you
Life didn’t let you go when you wanted to let go of it
Life never gave up on you
It’s time, that you too, don’t.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
You once asked me
How am I different
How am I not like her
I never gave an answer
Because I never had one
Atleast the one that would fit your preference
But here it goes;
She might compliment you upon how fly you look
How your hair looks perfect and your body? Oh, always in shape
But
I’ll take my time to compliment your eyes
So majestic under the sunlight
And how after, the smile that comes
Making your eyes twinkle making me believe that the stars do come out in the sun.
She might tell you ways on how to handle your problems, how to keep trying
But
I’ll stand with you through them, always be your spine.
She would ask you what’s your result after the exam
But
I’ll never have to ask, my faith is enough to tell me you’d excel in any task.
She may give you goosebumps upon what she says or does
But
I’ll give you the sensations so strong, with every breath, you’d feel your heart beat burst.
She may refuse coming out to the lawn that night, when it’s cold
But
I’ll count the shimmering stars with you wrapped around me even after the air gets old.
She might be ready to untuck her pants and keep her clothes aside
But
I’ll be ready to give up all my ego, take off all my pride.
She may try finding a forever which will probably fall apart
But
I’ll make it happen, make it last.
She might not mess with you to stop fights
But
I’ll fight with you just like you’re mine.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
What I have seen is that,
Everything is finite
Love is finite
Friendship is finite
People are finite
Happiness is finite
Sadness is finite
Life is finite.
Don’t worry
You run out of everything,
eventually.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
Make your moves slow and steady, you never know which check will ultimately turnout to be the Checkmate.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
You know you are in trouble
When someone’s absence has your eyes filled with tears the whole time
When everytime you have to smile, it feels like you might start crying
Has that ever happened to you?
If not, you are really lucky
And
If yes, then I am sorry
I understand how it feels like
How you feel that there’s a void in your chest
Which nothing would be able to fulfil
How you want yourself to detach from the world
In complete isolation
Until that one person comes back
But
Time passes, as it always does
And you start to fall in love all over again
This time, with the loneliness
And this time, it’s hard
Hard to choose between
The one who wasn’t there when you needed him the most
and the one
Who was always there for you
Now,
The choice, is yours
and mine
We will see who wins this time!
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
You coaxed the sadness out of me
But
When you are not here
The sadness coaxes me
out of
you.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
But it just
It just always feels like
I am starting to build up in a poetry
I would rather keep untouched.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
I get these moments when I have to lie down because everything feels sort of too much. And I look up and see the blue, or the grey, or the black, and I feel myself melting into it. And, for like a split second, I feel free and happy. Innocent.
-TEOTFW.
Every night,
when
I stay up
hella late
I wished that
the birds didn’t remind
me
of what I have done.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)
I may tell you stories
about the stars
But I believe
that
The stars have infinitely more
stories to tell
us.
-K.
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© (Copyrighted work by Khushbu Luhar ’18.)